Sometimes we don't know

Our livestock too must go with us; not a hoof is to be left behind. We have to use some of them in worshipping the Lord our God, and until we get there we will not know what we are to use to worship the Lord. 

Sometimes you just don't know what and how to worship the Lord his the one who guides you. Sometimes you worship God with your situation. God might be using what you going through to worship himself, your pain might be worship unto him. 

Don't be hard on yourself you not a failure you in that space because God what's you there, he is worshipping himself, whatever we go through we go through so that God is known. He will come to your rescue and many will know him as God thus giving him glory. You are where you are because our God needs to be glorified.

Exodus 10 v 26