You need Peninah🥹

You need Peninah in your life to keep pushing you. For Hannah to stay in prayer she needed someone to laugh at her situation mock her for not having kids and that made her to seek God even further. Let them laugh at the fact that you not working let them reject you, tell you, you not good enough. God is creating an audience, when your time comes nobody will claim it was because of them that you are successful. It will only be God and you will owe no one anything, no one will come to collect. Your time to shine is coming. It's not easy but it will get better soon.